i can’t even say what i’m feeling. i want to disappear. i want a new place. i want a new life. i want to forget about my past. i want to move on. i want so many things. i want to stop being like this. i’m just.. tired. i’m tired of everything. of everyone. i’m tired of my life. i want to be normal. that’s all. i want to have dreams, not nightmares. i want to have hope, and not feel hopeless. i want to feel alive, and not dead. this isn’t fair. i’m just a teenager. when did life became so hard? i’m too young to be so fucked up like this. i want to be normal.