i’m scared guys. i really am. i thought i’d be able to let go but i can’t. it’s been what? almost four years. and i’m still scared. i don’t know what to do. and i can’t sleep at night. i feel like cutting myself, just bleed to death. it’s selfish i guess, but that’s what i think about. i feel like dying. i don’t expect anyone to understand it. i told my parents about it, and they’re taking me to get “help” next week. and i’m scared about it too. just wish i’d stop being scared. i’m so worthless, really.
I've been having a lot of depressive episodes recently. My friends encourage me to talk to them but I don't want to bother them with my problems. I can't talk to a psychiatrist because i don't want to get my parents involved. I feel so alone and suicidal. What do you suggest i do?
hon, you can’t take all this on your own. you need help. ok? i know its hard to talk to your parents about it. trust me i do. 4 years later, i finally admitted to my parents that I need help. and that’s what i’m doing next week. you can’t let yourself sink into that dark depressive hole. it’s scary, and there will be a time that you won’t even have the energy to ask for help. take a deep breath, talk to someone, to your friends, or parents or even a teacher (if you’re still in school)
you deserve to be happy, and you need to get help. that’s what you gotta do. stay strong, and if you need anything, i’m here. always. <3
Im pregnant an using coke just was put out of my apartment living in a room going crazy. Feel worthless, usless i have 12 year old dnt like her to see me like this
okay, so. I bet it’s not easy to stop doing drugs if you’re really addicted to it. but you have a 12 year old daughter, and a baby coming on the way, you should get help. just think about your daughter, and your baby. it’s bad for you, for the baby and for your 12 year old. it’s not going to be easy, and there will be times that you’ll feel like doing it again, but what if something happens to you? and your baby? your baby deserves to live, to see the world, to go to school, get married, and all that. and it will affect a lot your daughter, she might fall into depression too. she needs a mother, and you need to be there for her so she won’t. keep that in your mind and your heart. get help. start over. you’re not worthless or useless. you’re just lost, and you need to find your way out. stay strong, and get help for you, and for your kids. just be the best mother you can be. <3
Hello , I found your tumblr and i instantly really have to talk to you about something and hoping you would help me out. I feel like dying everyday because I feel like everything is just falling apart. I have a boyfriend of 3 months but my ex came back. I think I still have feelings for my ex but what about my boyfriend ? People usually say if you have feelings for the second one , leave the first one then. I just don't wanna break anyone's heart :( what should I do ? Pls tell me
Love, if you still have feelings for your ex. you should be honest to your boyfriend. you can either tell your boyfriend now, and he’ll be sad, but he’ll move on, or you can stay with your boyfriend, but you would be breaking your heart, and his. if you lie to him, he’ll be more upset than if you tell him the truth. he deserves to be happy, and you too. if your ex still has feelings for you too, then it’s all good. you guys could get back together, but just don’t play with your boyfriends feelings. it would break his heart even more. and i know you don’t want that. so be honest. that’s all that it takes.
um hi, i dont know where to start.. i got this anxiety problems. stress without any reason and crying without any reason. i need someone who understand me, but no one understand. i feel sooooo worthless.. my fams ignored me, and this is the reason why i cut myself, because the only way that can make me feel relieve is by cutting my own self. i need your advice about this anxiety thingy and how to get rid of it. i try so hard, but theres no way out from this anxiety problems..
Hi love. First of all, what does it make you feel worthless? when we’re depressed, we can only see the negative side of things, you feel worthless, hopeless, when you’re actually amazing, you’re so lost by all these thoughts that you can’t see the amazing person you are. you may not believe me, because i don’t even know you and i’m telling you this, but for me there are not one person in this world that is worthless. some people have big talents, and others have small ones, but that doesn’t make any less amazing. everyone is gifted, it may take you a while to find out, or realize, but, you’re not worthless. i know what’s like to get stressed out of nowhere, and it’s hard to take control of it, it’s like there’s this other side of you that wants to yell at everyone. and the cutting part, it kind of makes you feel like you can take control of it right? like you can make it go away by cutting yourself? i have done that, god knows how many times. if you read the advices i give to people, you might already know this. but when you feel like cutting, like you need to take your anger, to take back the control of yourself,first, close your eyes, take a deep breath, put on a song you like, watch an interview of your favorite band, or a comedian you like, read a book, write, draw, talk to your pet, look up to the sky, whatever, do what makes you happy. remind yourself of all these things you love, remind yourself what you might miss out if it goes wrong when you cut yourself.
I’ll share with you my heroes. whenever i felt like cutting, when i lost control of myself, i would listen to them. it would calm myself down, and it still does. this is the song that saved me a lot from hurting myself.
I hope it helps you too.
whenever you feel like talking I’ll be here, so don’t be afraid. <3
I wish I could save you.
today, it has been a tiring day. I have cutted myself yesterday, and today too. I only cutted myself yesterday because I was nervous. but today, I was so down, and depressed. I’m feeling horrible about myself. I have received many messages about people being depressed and suicidal, and I always tell them to keep being strong, and I should also be taking my own advice, and keep being strong. I’ve been posting on this blog for about 3 years, I thought about deleting, but the messages I get, I feel like I need to help them. I want to help these people. I want to take their pain away. I told my mom about this blog for the first time, because I needed advice. and then she told me about the 19 year old girl who worked with her that commited suicide, I started crying when I heard that. actually, I am crying while writing this. there are so many people that needs help, and they should be able to live happy like everyone else, but their pain takes over them, and they aren’t able to do anything but commit suicide. I wish I could make everything better for these people. I have never felt like this before, but thinking about what they were going through that made they take their own lives, it’s like I’m feeling their pain. I break down listening to the song “Save You” By Simple Plan, because it’s exactly what I’m feeling. I guess I am a little human after all. and I want to keep helping people, I’ll try my best to help as many people that I can. because all I want is to live in a world where there will be no suicides, where everyone can be happy.
sometimes i wish i could save you, and there’s so many things that I want you to know. i won’t give up till it’s over. If it takes you forever, i want you to know, that if you fall, stumble down I’ll pick you up off the ground. if you lose faith in you, i’ll give you strength to pull through. tell me you won’t give up ‘cause i’ll be waiting. if you fall, you know i’ll be there for you. If only I could find the answer to take it all away.
I'm suicidal but I don't want to take my life. I've promised so many close friends that I wouldn't. Well... If that's confusing, basically I'm having suicidal thoughts, and I'm hating myself for having them. I've lost so many loved ones to depression, and I don't want to lose myself. I'm asking anonymously but I'll follow you soon after. I don't even know why I'm here... Oh wait~ I looked for someone who actually cares. How do I cope with these thoughts? I've been self harm free for half a year.
I’m sorry for the late reply. but here it goes.
I can relate a lot to this. I didn’t selfharm in about three months, but i did it today, and I feel completly shitty about myself for not staying strong. the suicidal thoughts can show up out of nowhere, and as you said, you promised to friends that you wouldn’t, so you should keep that in mind, and it’s great that you don’t want to take your life, and you don’t want to lose yourself. what i do to push these thoughts out is do something I love, listen to a music, read a book, or even write. i focuse myself on these things, ‘til I know it’s gone, and I keep it doing whenever i have suicidal thoughts again. you should do something you love, remind yourself why you shouldn’t commit suicide, it’s hard at first, but when you find yourself having fun doing things you love, you forget completely about these thoughts.
I hope i helped in some kind of way, and I’ll be more than glad to hear from you again. <3
stay strong love. don’t let the negative thoughts take control of you.
Okay so i just wanda say thank you for everything, thank you for keeping me alive for so long I respect you and adore you. Tonight is the night and I'm sorry that I couldn't keep staying strong. It's a beautiful but I've made my choice, and I hope you stay you and stay perfect because you truly are. Stay strong and know that you had a really big impact on my life and I thank you for that. Lots of love from the Danish girl who never got the change to talk to you
I can’t stop crying reading this.
I feel truly horrible that i just read this now. I can’t even think straight.
Whoever this person is, I hope you didn’t go all the way. I’m praying to god that you’re ok, that you’re still alive. If you are, and if you’re reading this. please, I want you to know that, Life can be horrible, it can make you weak, and It’s tiring to try to keep strong. But, It’s ok. you dont have to be strong all the time. it’s ok to cry, and there’s nothing wrong with this. You just gotta live, taking one step at a time. you won’t be able to get back on your feet right a way, so, it’s ok to take it slow, but you can’t never give up on living. life can be horrible sometimes, but there will be an end. there will be happiness, and you’re gonna appreciate for being alive. I hope you’re reading this, You don’t have to go through this alone. Please, don’t take your life. think about your friends, family, and yourself. you don’t deserve this. you deserve to live. it’s not your time yet.
If you’re reading this, you can talk to me anytime.
you can email me : firstname.lastname@example.org
and if you’re not, I’m sorry for not reading this soon enough. I may not know you, but this world will not be the same without you. you matter.
I want to kill myself, any ideas how to?
This the one thing, I will never tell anyone. I will never tell how to commit suicide. You know, it’s damn hard live in this messed up world, but you just gotta keep trying, and trying. as much as you’re in pain right now, it won’t last forever, it will end one day, and you’ll be able to say : yes, i did it. and i am strong.
you’ll be proud of yourself.. no, you should be proud, you’re still here, breathing. it’s a daily battle, but it will get easier to handle it. you just gotta keep fighting off the pain, and if you feel like it won’t ever end, like you can’t this anymore. i will be here, and you can talk to me.
keep being strong.