those aren’t true. ignore your past. past is past; you can’t do anything to change that. but you can do something about the future. you just gotta be strong, and ignore all that. tell yourself that it isn’t true. that you are much more stronger. an you’ll get through it all. <3
No, listen to me ok? i know exactly how you feel. people notices my scars ALL the time, i work at a grocery store, and i have to wear an uniform, and it shows my scars. people stare at me, feeling sorry, or with that look that they think i’m crazy. the whole street knows I’m suicidal. but i learned how not to give a fuck about what people think. and you shouldn’t either. see, the scars will always be there. but you gotta learn from it. so, you don’t want people to see your scars,
step one : stop cutting yourself.
step two: be confident.
step three: don’t give a fuck about what other people think about you. because you know exactly who you are. you know that you are NOT what people tell, or think you are.
please, please, don’t do this ok? don’t end your life. it isn’t worth it. come off anon, we can talk, i won’t publish any of your messages here. i know it is exhausting to fake smiles, and pretend that you are ok. but you should talk to your parents, no matter how hard it is. you gotta tell them. they won’t think you’re insane, once you explain what is going on. how people are bullying you, and that hurts you. they‘ll understand. please, don‘t try to kill yourself, please. i‘ll be your friend here, you can talk to me, whenever you feel like hurting yourself. you won‘t have to pretend. not with me. so, please. i‘m begging you, do NOT kill yourself. take a deep breath.
i hope this song helps you. it really helps me when i‘m down. :
and remember, i don‘t even know you, but i‘m so worried about you right now. imagine what your parents, your family and friends would go through if you kill yourself? hold on, and be strong. <3
First of all, it is not your fault. you and your friends should help each other. i have a friend, she is also depressed, so we help each other out, everyday. it is always good to have someone that knows what you are going through, and you can keep reminding yourself that you are not alone. and I’m not sure if i got it right, but is your mom saying for you to stop hanging out with your friends? if so, just talk to her. if she knows that you are depressed, she might understand. and if she doesn’t know, you should tell her. and try to get a professional help. but i can assure you, that it is NOT your fault, and you should just talk to your friends too, convince them to tell their parents, and get a professional help, if they aren’t getting any.
i‘m so sorry for not getting your message completely, but i hope this helps. stay strong, love. and remember, you are NEVER alone. and try to stop think about dying, and focus on what you like to do. may i suggest you that reading is one of the best ways to avoid having negative thoughts? it works for me. i hope it works for you too. i‘m here, anytime you want to talk.
Im really sorry for taking so long to answer you.
that is not true. not everybody hates you. you just gotta find someone; so, maybe you are a out cast. but thats ok. you cant be the only out cast there. there gotta be other people too. i dont think everyone there is a dick. <3 and those that bully you, tell them to fuck off. and dont give a single fuck for what they say.
and your sister and you brother, the only advice i can give you, is to just stay away from them. like, stay in your room, or some other room that they arent.
and your parents, just get your headphones, and dont listen to their fight. i dont know how old you are, but, if you are under 18, just hold on, and when you are finally 18, just move out. get a job, or go away for college. <3
thats just what they want you to think, dont let them bring you down. just be strong. do NOT think that your life is worthless. because thats not true.
What have i become? my sweetest friend. Everyone i know goes away in the end.